Make me Yours instrument

Oh Jesus, Make me a instrument of Peace

So that where there is no peace

I can bring your peace.

Oh Lord, make me your instrument of love

So that where the people are thirsty for love

I can show your love .

Oh King, Make me your messenger

So that where people are broken

I can speak the word of courage.

Oh Father, make me your servant

So that where people are treated unworthy way

I can sit among them and speak of your grace.

Oh Lord, make me your instrument of joy

so that where people has lost their joy

I can speak of your enternal Joy.

Come Jesus Christ...

Make me whatever you want me to be

Use me for your cause though I am unworthy.

A Sad Yet Amazing Incident in Jesus Christ.

It was friday evening, April 19,2007, By the grace of God, I had set a journey for a hospital visitation with my other friends. We were almost twelve of us in the group going for the hospital ministry. The hospital that we usually go for visitation was a hospital that treated patients of all categories, some were AIDs patients , some tuberculosis , some with other dieases. But that friday was a very special time. As we went to the hospital campus, we had a small prayer and then we entered the hospital. We took the permission from the nurse at duty and started visiting all the wards. In every ward we had one or two songs at the beginning and then a general prayer and then we went to bed by bed and met all the patients individually, we listened to the problem each patients facing and then we encouraged them talked about the Hope in Jesus Christ and finally made a prayer for each patients. Our group were divided and so each of us took atleast one patients in order to talk and pray. As I went one by one to many patients. I felt so sad because they were sick and needy. I wondered if Jesus was there , He would have healed each and every one of them. He would have touched the wounded one and remove all their pains.As I prayed for the patients that I took and talked with, I felt more need of the divine power in me. I felt I need more courage and more humility and more compassion to love all the people. I felt unworthiness in me and I felt that what I am doing for them is very minute, I felt that my ministry is not that much great because I am not able to do anything for them except prayer. But then that was what I could do that moment. We visited many wards that evening. But as we were coming to an end. The second last ward of the hospital had a very weak and feeble patient. As we were singing in that ward and prayering that man was shouting and singing a different kind of song. After the general prayer my fellow friendst went to differnt patients but this patient was left. He was very weak, He couldnot get up, He couldnot speak much. He was bedridden. He had nobody to care for him. Oh ! what I great pain I was feeling in me. I could count all the bones of his body because he was in bones and skins. I was absolutely sad. Nobody were willing to talk to him or go beside him. But finally I made my steps towards him and as I went nearby him and talked with him. I found that even in that sick bed the man was still confident to live and still confident that Jesus will bless him. I asked him, if he did believe in Jesus Christ. And he nodded that he did believe in Jesus. I felt more and more need of God's power in me to pray for him. I didnot know what to pray for this troubled soul. I didnot know how to pacify and tell him that Jesus cares for him. But yet I made an effort and told him that Jesus love Him and that He is going to be with him always and That He would heal him. And I left my brother in that bedridded condition.And finally visiting one more wards , we left the hospital. I noted down the name of that weak person in a piece of paper and then came back. When I reached back to my room, I wrote his name once again on a piece of paper and stucked it on my wall so that I always remember to pray for him. But I didnot know what plan God had for him. Today saturday 20th of April,2007, I met with one of my friend who was with me in the ministry and he informed me that the person that I prayed for yesterday died last night just after 30 minutes we prayed for him. I am still shocked to know this news. I donot know what purpose God has in our life. But one thing I know that God always does good things for us. I donot know why God took me to hospital on friday night and particularly to that man. I donot know why that man died just after few minutes we came. I donot know the answer. But I know that man, His name is vijay , is victorious in Jesus Christ. I know even though at the last moment of his life, he could hear the message of hope in Jesus Christ from my unclean lips. I know God will give him a place in eternal kingdom. I know when Jesus will come for the second time , He will call his name and say " come oh weary son, come to my eternal home". I am so much in pain loosing my brother that I have talked with yesterday. He is my brother in Christ. I donot know what hold for me tomorrow. But I know Jesus will carry me. But I will constantly pray that God will allow me to see that brother one day in heaven and that I will meet him there where no sicknesses will touch him. No sorrow will will overwhelm him. Oh dear friend, what is that you are busy with? what are you doing with your life? Do you know what time the Lord shall call you or what time will be your end?
Change your ways today and Come to Jesus... who know you may be dead in few moments. Oh speak for Jesus, There are many who are still thirsty for the message of Jesus, many are weary and broken who doesnot know where they can find peace.....
Oh come on, March on with the name of Jesus, go to every house and every hospitals and every village and cities and proclaim the name of Jesus. Let not even one soul perish without having hope in Jesus.

Let us awake and keep the light burning for Jesus so that When He comes we can all meet Him, rejoicing to reach His eternal home.

Peace and Joy be with you forever.

A Prayer

Father, bless those
Who tortures my inner spirit
And Make my living painful.

Father, Forgive Those
Who unnecessarily speaks against me
And Brings storms and thunder against me

Father, Listen to those
Who breaks my aim and ambition
And makes fun of my life.

Father, Cast them not away
Who loves me unconditionally
And never ask anything in return.

Father bless those
Who are always with me
In times of pain and sorrow.

Father, bless both my enemy and friends
And help me father so that I can bear the pain
As well as enjoy the goodness of life every moment.

Father, Whatever the world does
Please donot leave me
Guide me always and Continue to shower your blessings
From nowonward to eternity.

Come Oh Lord!

oh Lord

When the burdens are overwhelming

And the strength is low to face

Come near me and stand by my side

Oh Lord

When truths are made lies

And lies reigns trimphant

Lord be closer to me

And Uphold my Spirit.

Oh Lord

When my yes are heavy

Yet I cannot shed tears

Please touch me gently with love

To make my eyes flow like river.

Oh Lord

When I am discouraged and broken

Speak your powerful words

And provide strength to my bones

Burn me in your love.

Oh Lord

When the world turns upside down

And I find life is meaningless

Turn your eyes upon me

And Make me feel that u are around.

Oh Lord, I know you reign

I know you walk with me and talk with me

And so come and in me

So that I can live in your forever.

With Jesus

Oh Merciful Jesus

I want to be with you

When you shall come with unlimited angel

And the Trumphet shall sound in the sky.

Oh my Father

I want to be with you

To see the golden streets

And to drink the water from the glassy sea.

Oh King of Kings and Prince Peace

I want to be with you

To feel the gentle touch of your hand on head

To make the peace flow within me.

Oh Jesus, My friend

I want to be with you

To speak with you day and night

To share all my burdens and worries

Oh Precious Jesus

I want to feel the gentle breeze of the morning

Just sitting beside you

And I want to listen you speak to inspire me to the highest.

Oh Lord, Come now

And take me with you

Where there is no pain and sorrow

For My heart desires to see you

To live with you eternity to eternity.

GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU

GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU

It shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, they will not succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of the year, all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows and pain because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven' s door this morning, God asked me... My child! what can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message.

( The above message , I received from a friend , it is not my own. But since it is inspiring I have added this to my page, Hope it will be beneficial to everyone who read my blog)

U are the One

You are the only one
Whose strength is my strength,
In your breath I live.

Your joyous attitude
Refreshing like the fountain,
Makes my everyday special.

Your delightful soul
Is the inspiration for my journey,
In your blessing lies my future.

Your heart beat is mine too
The key of my life lies at your hand,
We are united in one soul.

Your love is like the ocean waves
Dashes over my delicate heart,
And I find myself deep lost in your thoughts.

You are my salvation
My sun, moon and the tide or season,
In you lies my hope of living.

So love, stay close
Smile a while to enlighten my life;
For I will be incomplete without you.

Invitation

She called me to her yard alone,
To feel the fresh breeze of the morning,
To bathe my feet with the dew drops,
To refresh my mind in her tranquility.

I stepped out my little cottage,
The dew bathed grasses smiled,
Birds sang a welcome song,
Excited I loitered in peace.

She whispered to morning sun
To shine with the golden rays,
I enjoyed her beauty encircled with ripples of color
She made my day special.

I met the butterfly in her yard
Dancing from flower to flower,
She whispered her love
With sweet aroma of lovely flowers.

I saw her smile behind the woods,
She twinkled her eyes, purified soul,
She called me out of my cottage;

I lost myself in her, my lovely sweet nature

A drop of Tear

A drop of tear

When I close my eyes
And all my heart beat stops,
Laid down peacefully on the bed of this earth;
Who would shed a drop of tear for me?

When discarded from this beautiful earth,
Things would I leave behind;
Dogs and cats would walk quarrel on my grave,
All would burry my memories with me
Which soul shall remember me that day?

When all is gone with the time and tide,
And Bones are turned to earth,
All mark of existence would be vanished;
Grasses would grow all around,
Who would halt a second to think of me?

So before I sail my ship
To cross the river of life,
I wish to mend a broken heart
Pacify a wavy troubled soul
Who would accompany me?

Who would join to this journey?
To do that which is not done
To reach which is not reached
To make the world to amaze
Who would shed a drop of tear?
When I am gone forever?

My Own Spectacles

I see myself in the mirror everyday

And recognise my spots in my faceBut

I don't see my heartAnd there I make mistake.
I wipe out my outside spot
To make my face look fine
My heart remains dark
Slowly I die and decline.
I speak good and bombard a lot
Nobody knows what is in heart
I cry alone, nobody cares
This the world where I reside.
Today I look at my life
What I gain and what I lose
What the gift but great strife
What I guess all in mess.
Look not mirror man
To beautify outward self
Look within and look in heart
To gain the stain and make it perfect.

What I Am!

They Call me foolish
Because I trust People
They call me hopeless
Because I speak the truth
They call me unwise
Because I love people deeply
They call me liar
Because I fail to follow their lies
They mock on me
Because I am sincere
They don't believe me
Because they have no faith in others
They call me to accompany them
To join the feast over the innocence
They call me to kill others
With my words and deeds
They call me unworthy of world
because I ignore the worldly things
Tell me who can answer
Am I right or Am I wrong?
I desire not to live according to the world
I want to live at the feet of Jesus
To live with Jesus is better than to enjoy the world

What I am Going Through

Everyday, Every week, I patiently wait that someone will express few thoughts for me, will say few things to encourage me. I desire that my sponsors will write me a e-mail. I wish that someone from far away land will think a little bit about me and will write me a few things... oh how wretched I am that nobody does that to me....

I come and sit in the net hour after hour expressing my brokeness to other, I fail to mend my own heart, I cry in despair that nobody understand

I suffer in deep thirst of some love and courage, nobody gives me

I live my own, yet i suffer the agony that nobody understands

I harm none yet I am harmed , I donot know what is the answer

I love one just to find some hope, but nobody gives me hope

I want to get some care, but nobody cares for me

Oh how wretched I am !!!!!

I find vanity in this life, I find my living is meaningless

Jesus hold me tight before i perish in this battle of life.

Would you Jesus!!!!!!!!

Jesus, would you carry me

When I have lost the strength

And failed to walk on this paths of life?

Jesus, would you strenthen me

When I am sickely weak

And drag my life over the pebbles and thorns?

Jesus, would you be my friend

When I thirsty for a friend

Who can understand for my inner conflicts?

Jesus, would you be my love

When nobody loves me

And I fail to express my despair to others?

Jesus would you console me

When I cannot comfort my worried soul and mind

And would you pacify my mind?

Jesus ,would you quench my thirst

When the worldy waters fails to quench

Would you give me peace like the morning breeze?

Jesus ,would you solove my problems

When I am tired with work and worries

And finds that I am lost among this?

Jesus ,would you, would you

Wipe my tears with your delicate hands

When my tears keeps overflowing without a stop?

Jesus, would you take me in your lap

When I am gone forever in the graveyard

Would you call my name when you come again?

Jesus, would you repair my brokeness

And mend the fractures of my heart

Would you call me your son once again?

Jesus, would you pull me up

Out of my sin and sickness

would you make me trust you more?

Jesus, would you answer all my queries

Why all answers seems to me vague and unsatified

Would you listen to my deeper cry?

Oh Lord! I am baffled with this life

would you come and keep me in your arms of love

So that I can make my everyday special?

Live in Taj Mahal

Live in Taj Mahal

When my hands will grow numb
And the mind will be useless
And the heart will be as dry as the deserts
How shall I tell that you meant to me?

When my eyes will grow dim
My hair shall turn gray
And every utterance will be mute
How shall I tell what I felt?

When the veins will carry no blood
And the things will be like the dim light of a candle
How shall I see your beauteous face
That’s shine with the rising blending of sun rays

So my love, Listen my heart
Its sings a ballad of love
To tell you how much in deep within
I have kept your name with protected out of vanity
And every destroyable flood

So live within me while in the morning
Or in the noon
Or in the evening while the birds returns home
For this heart made a Taj Mahal
With purified, sanctified love.

When You Are Quiet

When you keep quiet
And utter no words from your lips
It seems the fountain stopped its murmuring sounds.

When you keep quiet
It seems the birds stopped chirping in remorse
The world seems a solitary, empty space.

When you keep quiet it seems all music without melodies
It disturbs my inner sprit and breaks my enthusiasm
All seems meaning to this life.

When you keep quiet, the mountains sleep the drunkard sleep
No echo of peaceful ballad reaches to weary travelers
My thirsty soul remains unquenched.

Speak Lovely Maiden
Speak as the murmuring sound of the fountain
Speak to spread the joy to vale and mountain
Speak to entertain the weary birds of life.

What is Life!

What is life
Without a quest?
What is life
Without a dream?
What is life
Without achievements of some goal?
What is life
Without a problem to solve?
What is life
Without burning in passions and indecisions?
What is life
Without love that is felt deep within?
What is life
Without a worthy goal and content heart?
What is life
without the battle between good and evil?
What is life
Without desiring for something which is never achieved?
Life! ah Life is what we make of itAnd not only what we think of it.

Life to me

Life to me seems to be a journey towards a destination. The destination is very unknown. Nobody knows where shall land. But with our conscious effort and proper justice of our action, we can reach to end finally. Nobody can define accurately what really life means, it is a complex phenomenon...All defination seems vague and ambiguous. To me Life means what I make out of it. To me I am the commander of the ship and I shall decide what shall be our destiny. Even though we are not full control of our external influences to our life, yet to some extent we can say we can control certain things of our external world with what we do and act. Action itself produces a result. And if Life is a journey, it requires a walk, walk upon ups and downs , if we keep our mind in control and act in proper manner, I believe we can make a difference. Here is a point, though the world seems to be ignorning the existence of a creator, I still believe in the notion that someone with His majestic design has created heaven and earth and that We must keep on trusting Him and at the same time put forth our effort to make a difference.To me Life means putting full effort to your action and depending on the Supreme designer for everyday with humble prayer and meditation.....Hope As your read this... This will enlighten your life and make you feel that you can make a difference to your life too!