What I am Going Through

Everyday, Every week, I patiently wait that someone will express few thoughts for me, will say few things to encourage me. I desire that my sponsors will write me a e-mail. I wish that someone from far away land will think a little bit about me and will write me a few things... oh how wretched I am that nobody does that to me....

I come and sit in the net hour after hour expressing my brokeness to other, I fail to mend my own heart, I cry in despair that nobody understand

I suffer in deep thirst of some love and courage, nobody gives me

I live my own, yet i suffer the agony that nobody understands

I harm none yet I am harmed , I donot know what is the answer

I love one just to find some hope, but nobody gives me hope

I want to get some care, but nobody cares for me

Oh how wretched I am !!!!!

I find vanity in this life, I find my living is meaningless

Jesus hold me tight before i perish in this battle of life.